Monday, January 30, 2006

my birthday

well its happened.
i am 21.
it feels cool.
i quite like it actually! the only REALLY scary thing is that next year ill be 22! i dont think that even sounds cool. i cant make it sound cool or pretend it does. all it means is that i shud be alot more mature i think! but hey at least i know how to have fun right?

well my party was last wednesday..theme: dress as wot u wanted to be wen u grew up.
and wow. ppl really responded well and put in a top effort! i was so happy! i spent the WHOLE day cleaning up the house and getting things ready/ by the time 7:30 came around and ppl started rocking up i was pretty much ready for bed!! the first 2 hours were pretty stressful and i didnt have a good time at all. i was too busy trying to make sure everyone was going good and having fun. eventually i was like "err stuff everyone else im gonna have fun" and eventually i did....and in the end i had a great time! had lots of fun dancing my little booty off! and from wot i hear, ALOT of ppl had fun...even after the cops came and shut us down. haha. stupid neighbours. we had the ambulance come too! but thats a different story!

i got spoilt absolutely rotten and i wont even begin to mention who got me wot cos then ill forget someone and feel bad.

i got ruthie to give a speech and it was beauitful. alot of ppl said it was great. she gave me a copy of it, so im going to put it on here!...

i think it was about 2 n a half years ago that i met Carrie. i remember Rose brought her and introduced me to her, and she was sitting on the bottom of the steps in the ECU sports centre, next to where the ushers had their table. she always sat there, it was like carries spot.

About 2 years ago Carrie was put in my culture group and over those 2 years ive seen carrie grow and change and then go back and then change some more. before carrie went to china in 2004 she was getting more involved in church but as most of us have experienced, she still had the pull of fher other friends and life.

since she's been back life has continuously changed for carrie, with getting into teaching at uni, getting her license and a car and moving in here with naomi and kristy. but these last 6 months or so have just blown my mind, and im sure its obvious to all who know her and even those you dont but have observed it. the girl you know today, the carrie turning 21 is a new creation.

Carrie has gone from beind a girl i know to a being a girl in my culture group to being one of my best friends. we used to have such different views and opinions, but now, because of our same focus, we see life much the same and its drawn us together.

My mum adopted Anna and Carrie is next on her list. she had christmas with us and has really become such a wonderful part of four family. when something happens in life, whether good or bad, i just want to share it with her. i remember at uni last year as soon as i got my grades for something i would msg my results. i did because i know she cares about the little things as much as the big things. her replies were always cheeky and over dramatically encouraging, it always made me laugh.

Carrie i know you miss your family, but i thank them for letting you fulfill what you need to do in getting your education. i also thank them for you living here because now i get to have you in my life and in my family.

you are funny, encouraging, patient, loyal, committed, pretty, giving, hospitable, smart and so many other things. im so honoured to be asked t o give this speech for your 21st birthday because its an excuse for me to tell everyone how wonderful you are, even though im constantly telling people that anyway!

i love you so much i as im sure everyone else here and those not here, wish you an incredible 21st birthday, and all the best for the future which is deffinately very bright!


AWWWW WOT A LOVELY THING TO SAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH MY GOODNESS I AM SO BLESSED!!!!!

wellll.....
i have so much to say im justgonna do about 100 different posts. cos i just know that if i do one big long one i will lose it and then have a hissy fit and do none at all...
so...POST ONE...
OH MY GOODNESS I AM SO BLESSED!!!!!

my 21st bday present from my parents...
i felt nervous emailing my parents about getting a digital camera for my bday. it came to $400 for the camera and the card, which was a good price but i was like "man thats a lot of money!" but they said it was no probs and transferred the money straight away!
i was so blown away i was getting that.
then in an email from my dad he mentioned that there was something else coming in the mail. i assumed it was just like my fave little sockets taht i like from china....

nope!

when it all arrived there was 2 letters. i opened the first one and played around with these beautiful red coasters they had sent...wen i FINALLY got to reading the card (hellooo carrie ur supposed to read the card FIRST! RUDE!!!) the card said
"Happy 21st Birthday Carrie....your car is YOURS NOW......you are DEBT FREE!"
ooooooohhhh my golly goodness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my parents gave me the rest of my car! no more repayments! the car is mine!

i could not believe it!
TOTALLY NOT WOT I WAS EXPECTING! totally blown away
praise god he gave me a car!....OH! and a digi cam! hehehehe

Friday, January 20, 2006

my daddy loves me

ok so i knew my daddy loved me
but sometimes he is just strange and says and does things that make me so mad at him.
but today i got an email from my mum that made me want to cry....


Hi Sweeties, Dad wrote you earlier today mentioning if you had time to ring today because he won't be here tomorrow, has to leave for Dalian early in the morning. The call cards I have, I haven't been able to get them to work yet.
Dad was quite emotional(cried) after your email we got today, he was remembering good times and not being able to be with you for your special birthday, overtook him a bit. I am happy you like your surprise, (FOR THOSE OF U WHO DONT KNOW MY PARENTS WIPED TO MY DEBT TO THEM FOR MY CAR!) we thought, it would take that amount of money for us to travel and see you, so better for you to be out of debt, I don't like anyone being in debt. I hope you can stay out of debt Carrie. I mentioned to Dad, we should send you a practice video of us for your birthday tomorrow, and he said oh no, he would just cry, I said we can do
all things, so yeah hopefully we can do that and then send one for when you have your party.
That was nice of Ben and Ling to send you some perfume, thats lovely, they're thoughtful aren't they. I hope to hear from them soon.
Dad was so happy Grandma sent your photos to you. He always wanted to put something together with your photos for your 21st, he's talked of it for years hey. At least if you do it, you can use the ones you want. Grandma rang me this morning and said she sent them yesterday, so you should have them by tomorrow.


HEHE. MY DADDY LOVES ME!

Saturday, January 14, 2006

my current fave song

All i need is you... words and music by marty sampson....off of HILLSONG UNITED "look to you" cd

left my fear by the side of the road
hear you speak, wont let go
fall to my knees as i lift my hands to pray
go every reason to be here again
fathers love that draws me in
and all my eyes wanna see is glimpse of you

all i need is you
all i need is you lord
is you lord

one more day and its not the same
your spirit calls my heart to sing
drawn to the voice of my saviour once again
where would my soul be without your son
gave his love to save the earth
rest in the thought that you're watching over me..

all i need is you
all i need is you lord
is you lord
all i need is you
all i need is you

you hold the universe
you hold everyone on earth
you hol the universe
you hold...
you hold..