Sunday, July 17, 2005

there ARE nice guys

hmm its been a long long time since ive updated!
im still lookin for the perfect car *sigh* sadly the one i had my eyes on got sold the night b4 i was going to check it out! but thats ok, i know that god has the right car on its way for me.

last night i went to subi with some friends. some guys, some girls, all from sunset coast. the night didnt start out that great. it being 'that time' i was already a but 'unstable' haha. and i had a rough day at work and i was starving and tired and the plans got changed which annoyed me. but once we everyone arrived i was feeling beta instantly.

we walked around til we found a place to eat. sadly everyones food was quite bland. but that didnt stop us from bringing the house down with our laughter! hehe. after din dins we went to some ice cream place. and some of us less financially equipped ppl sat in the corner staring at everyone elses icecreams. hehehe.

i had some good convo's with quite a few ppl. the convo's of note were with ashleigh, sven and rob. i was suprised at how much i enjoyed ashlieghs company as usually, well, she drives me crazy. but sven and rob really did make me realise that there are nice guys out there. i mean i KNOW there are. but u rarely see living examples! hehe. they can be few and far between. i mean im not at all 'interested' in them. but they stood out. cos i mean ill hav tonnes of convo's with guys at church but there are some guys who stand out as men that respect women with the respect that i yearn for in a future man!

its encouraging
and thats all i have to say about that!

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

the sunshine after the storm

i can not believe wot has just happened!
let me give some background.... i got my licence over a month ago and have been car hunting for quite a while. i had been researching interest rates for car loans and one night i was feeling a bit down at the expense of the interest rates and i was praying and really felt that god was telling me to wait two weeks. so i thought "ok"
a week later i found a car and fell in love with it. it seemed so perfect and was such a good price. i felt so tempted to call my mum and dad and just beg for a loan. but i was reminded of the 'two weeks' and decided to wait. i put the pic of the car on my desktop so i cud see it everyday and kept praying and thanking god for my car.

today i received an email from my parents saying that they were gonna give me a loan for a car!!! it was two weeks exactly, to the very day, to the very night that god told me to wait for that 2 weeks. i cant believe it. i didnt even have to ask! they offered.

wot a miracle
after last night, having such a battle but pulling thru and breaking thru and thanking god for everything. its just amazing.

i am on cloud 9.
thank god!!
IM GETTING A CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!