second thoughts.

i was thinking today. about this stupid dan thing.
ive come to conclusion that he isnt even my type anyway. that im just over excited about being around a half normal foreign guy. its like, something is better than nothing. not that he isnt special, he's cool. but yeh. i think i got a little over excited i spose. i dont know
but yeh. im gonna let it go and as i said in one of my earlier blogs, guard my heart.

but yeh. i think, taking a step to the outside of the circle and looking in, i guess i got a little caught up. i honestly think dan might be gay. the more i think about it, the more im convinced...he was looking for male jewelry n male skin care products n trying on scarves...geez im an idiot y didnt i see that coming? AND his best friends r chicks. im stupid. the more i think about it. the more obvious it is.

i guess being overseas leaves u vulnerable and blind in all areas of ur heart at times.