Thursday, November 04, 2004

bad dreams

i got hardly any sleep last nite. i had nightmares ALL nite. im gonna be lazy and just copy and paste wot happened out of an email to a friend...
it was terrible. they made no sense but im still looking over my shoulder 2 hours after being out of bed. i felt like i was half awake during the dreams as well. it was like there was an evil spirit in the room or something. i know that sounds crazy. but i remember praying, quite a few times, begging god to make them stop. and they'd stop straight away and id feel peaceful. almost like god himself was holding me in his hand. but then the evil just crept right back into my head again.
i watched the butterfly effect just b4 i went to bed and the dreams were sorta like that. and it was all chinese ppl in my dreams and some koreans as well. mostly kids. that were posessed or killing ppl or killing themselves or just doing bad things in general. the thing that freaks me is i didnt feel like i was asleep it was like i was watching them. and wenever i woke fully id be wide awake, i cudnt sleep properly, yet i felt exhausted.
i skipped my 6am chinese lesson cos i was tired and too afraid to get out of bed. i was lying there just trying to think of some happy thoughts in hope that they'd overtake my dreams. one of my dreams actually included my fmily, dying in front of me on a pirate ship (?!?!?!!?!!!) which sounds lame and stupid but it was horrid. maybe i shud hav got out of bed to make the dreams stop. i dont know.
at least they r over now i guess. but i mean im almost too afraid to get in the shower. im a wuss i know. i wish id stop having stupid dreams. im trying to figure out if my stupid dreams have only taken place since we've been in this new apartment. i believe there are evil spirits and good spirits. the people that were in here b4 us worshiped budha. they had budha and yin yan stuff everywhere. dad said he prayed b4 we came in here to sorta like, pray that if there was anything evil in here it wud flee. i hope they are all gone.

1 Comments:

At 3:53 PM, Blogger Miss Tsang said...

eeks...Carrie, i've been having bad dreams too lately...so freaky!!

 

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