a letter of love

lately gods had it on my heart to encourage my little sister shani. and today i remembered this letter that she gave me wen i left china to come back to perth in 2005.

Heya Carrie
Well what do i say? ive really had a great time while you've been here. And hope you did too! youll have to come sometime in the summer next time! cos t heres so much more to do! well the time sure did fly by. your out right now...teaching your last class. hope it was a good one. i was talking to lacey today and she was saying how she hasnt got a big sister and how lucky i am to have one. especially one like you. and she is sooo right. Although your strange at times your everything a little sister needs. and you've effected everybody youve met here in such a HUGE way! im realy gonna miss u! your such a little ray of sunshine ya know? anyways, hope you liked the dress and you have a good birthday okey? and i hope everything works out with university, your car and jeans west.make sure you write heaps!!! and send my love to everyone in Australia! have a good flight! seeya soon! and have a good time!
love always, shani.

its so crazy reading that. it breaks my heart yet makes me smile at the same time. i love shani and miss her so much.
SHANI-BANI I LOVE U! ...and im sorry that i called u 'nike poo' and 'naked monkey girl'...hehe.