i cant think of a title

hm it sure has been a long time since ive posted on here. or at least it feels like it
life sure is busy. it seems the lists are never ending of all the stuff that needs doing - yet i still end up here, on my computer, starting at the screen blankly - or eagerly if im distracting myself with ebay.
its week 11 at uni for me and on wed my last assignment is due for the semester so i am excited about that being over with. handing in my 2nd last one tmrw, i just finished it then - hope its good enough!
i am so so looking fwd to the break. i am so over uni right now. and i dont like feeling this way.i have been really disorganised these last few months so i have started back using a diary again and already i feel beta, cos ive sat down and looked at wot i must do and been able to see how much time i can actually spare if im wise with the time that i use.
i spoke to my family on msn tonight though and that was nice. i knew it was my dad when he said "hello treasure" - only my dad calls me that :-) my mum calls me goldy or sweeties. hehe.
no one seems to have heard from any of my older brothers in months, and so concern is growing. i am sure they are ok. but yeh - looks like none of them called mum for mothers day then which wasnt very nice. man i even called my brothers wives for mothers day yet my brothers cudnt even call mum? pretty sad. anyway, i hope they get their acts into gear. today was one of their birthdays. but i thought it was tmrw,so i will give him a call - or try. will probably just leave a msg like usual. "hi its carrie, ur sister, remember me?" lol

life is so full of ups and downs and u never know wots going to come next. the only constant - ive discovered is that god is always there. whether i choose to notice him is up to me. i tell u, if god was human he'd suffer badly from rejection and low self esteem cos he can be taken for granted sometimesi think. but i am working on fixing that each day :-)
im just blah blahing here. i think i need to just blah for a while. its nice to just sit here and spill.

today my flat mate kristy came home with a boost bar for me (MY FAVE CHOC BAR!) and a note that said "to my carrie, i just wanted to BOOST you on for god, he is amazing, live in his word buddy. love ya, kristy" HOW LOVELY! and i enjoyed it so much cos ive been trying not to eat them as much, so it was a real treat!

another nice thing that has happened is that im going to the mercy ball! yay! i really wanted to go but cudnt afford it, but now someone is taking me and im really excited. i think it will be a really fun night! anna and ruthie will be there and reeze too. shud be alot of laughs! ...but now wot to wear? hehe. oh the dilemnas in life.

you know ur blessed wen the biggest stress of ur day is discovering ur ball dress doesnt fit anymore
haha
praise god that i have enough food to make me bigger
hahaha